Truth

Honesty is extremely important to me. It's sooooooo important to me and just recently I found out two of the closest people to me have been lying and hiding somethings from me for a pretty long time. I wasn't upset of to what they did.. I was heartbroken that they felt they couldn't tell me because they thought I would look down upon them. Like what kind of a friend am I? If they feel the need to keep pretty big things from me..I don't understand it at all.. I just feel betrayed almost.. But I know they feel bad for hiding it and they have both apologized numerous times.. It might take some time but I'm know I'll forgive them eventually.